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February 27, 2009 kristan303

     Wild and out. That’s the best way to explain my life. From partying and living free with no resposibilities. It was nice, I really did enjoy living  day by day not even knowing what I’d be doing next or even where I’d be going. Not really the smartest plan, but it sure was the easiest. My hardest decision would be deciding what I wanted to wear. That was the life….or so I thought. Months would go by and nothing would really change in my worry-free, fun, night life. Until something happened to me that would forever change my life from that point on.

     I was pregnant! This news was insane to me! So many different things had ran through my mind. “I’m too young!, I’m not ready!; This can’t seriously be happening!”, but reality struck and it did. So I dealt with it. The partying and carelessness slowly began to fade away. I wasn’t ready to give all this up, but I had to. It all happened qiucker that I had realized too. This was a HUGE surprise to me and my even more my family. It was the last thing to be expected from me especially because of my age. I was 16. Even though I tried to act like I was older, this is something nobody my age is prepared for. Time passed on til the one special day I will always remember.

     My son was born. It was such a change in my life. I still went out and partied once in a while, but began realizing that that’s not the way I need to be going anymore. I now need to start worrying about every next step I will be taking. No longer am i just responsible for my own life, I have to look over my son’s. I went from pretty much no responsibilities to having many, many different ones. Goodbye to my nice worry-less days I lived before. Although I was way too young and very unprepared, I felt happier than I have ever been! My son was the gretest thing that has ever happened to me. 

     I sometimes missed the old times I used to have, but that is a part of my past. I moved on to the next chapter of my life creating new memories. I’m working towards my future with my son. I had set goals which were reached.  All were to better myself and provide a healthy lifestyle for my son. Failure is no longer an option for me. My son is my greatest blessing that I have ever recieved in my life. I;m the woman I am today because of the joyous life my son has brought to me . everything’s a little bit harder, but well worth every step I take and bumps I hit. Without my son I’m more than positive nothing would have changed and I’d still be wandering the wrong path continuing to reach dead ends.

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